I'm Really Mad

I had seven items I really wanted to win today. I waited one hour before the auctions were scheduled to end to add them to sniper but I couldn't log on to sniper. Needless to say I didn't get the seven items that I really wanted. But I did get four of them by bidding on them myself. But still I am Mad.

I'm really mad that this perfect thing called sniper isn't perfect after all.

I'm really mad that things break and they are not fixed when I want them to be fixed.

I'm really mad that I can't get what I want when I want it and they way I want it.

I'm really mad that I had to bid on them myself because it's not convenient.

Or maybe I should be glad that my win rate since I started using sniper is 99%.

Or maybe I should stop watching the pages of ebay like a stalker looking for her next victim. May I should get a life. Or maybe it's as simple as, you can not miss what you did not have and maybe life really does go on and things happen.

When I couldn't log on to sniper today I got really mad that I had to bid on these items myself and when I didn't win all seven items I was really mad. Then I thought about it. Things really have been going good for me since I started using sniper. I've only lost one auction. So may I really don't have anything to be mad about may I really have something to be grateful for. What I’m trying to say is, I not mad about anything and thanks.